New tumblrMy name is Tasha Tran, I'm 17 years old. Currently residing in LA while my hearts in OC. My blog is for my venting and own personal use
I’ve never lied to you.. You on the other hand actually have.. So you’re in no position to lecture me about trust issues. Is this gonna be something that our relationship is always gonna lack? Because since I’ve told you since day one, what kind of relationship is it, if there’s no trust
How ironicc is it that I wrote this awhileee ago.. yet this is exactly what you did to me… So understand why I’m so hesitant to trust you now
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It’d not necesarily that I don’t trust you. It’s more of the fact that my trust has constantly been broken and abused in the past.. I’m so use to the constant lies versus the faith and trust I should have for this relationship instead. Not only that, but you have broken my trust by lying to me once before. I’m still skeptic it would happen again. I want you to learn from your own mistakes and do it to benefit yourself not because I made you do it. I didn’t make you do anything, you had a choice since the beginning so stop acting like you’re doing me some sort of favor. I’m just trying to look out for you because I care for you that much and if you and your friends see it as otherwise then forget it, I’m done waiting around for you to grow up”
There’s just so much I want to say, but typing my feelings out won’t do me justice.
This year, I have learned to be a lot more independent than I was in the past. Independent in the sense that I keep a lot of things to myself and I try to handle a lot of my situations by myself now. I just have to keep a positive mentality that it’ll do good for me in the future…